当我检查谁有阅读我的部落格的时候...发现有一个人在google 找寻 puchong妓....结果找到我的部落格来！
我的部落格 = puchong 妓
当我检查谁有阅读我的部落格的时候...发现有一个人在google 找寻 puchong妓....结果找到我的部落格来！
我的部落格 = puchong 妓
went to monash today.
when on the way go there...i actually imagined how Monash looks like...coz u know...i nvr saw a normal UNi like what i have seen on tv when i was small.....my current Uni ar...haha....suan liao larh. u wont know there is a Uni if no one tells u it is a Uni coz itz located in between all big companies and somehow looks like office more than Uni. and before Monash, another university college dat i have been before is Taylors which its look as same as HELP la,macam abang adik, except itz surrounded by all mouth-watering food...Actually i am glad dat i din choose Taylors at da very beginning coz i m sure i cant resist those tempting luring food at there...haha...
i expect there is alot of TREES (aiyar jz overall looks GREEN la)...and sunshine boys =D and a big basketball court or football field...there are lots of guys playing balls and gals cheering at da side. Den suddenly a ball accidentally hit me...den a guy with apologetic face comes to me...at 1st i tot of screwing him up, but,when i scrutinaze his face...WAAA is my response coz he is soooo handsome so cute so sunshine >< *blush... he keeps saying sorry to me but i just cant give any normal responses but smile n say itz ok =) den he runs back to his frens...and i continue my journey. I walk to admin there...to ask abt my course of coz.not check his name out =P When i come out...i see him is leaning on the door with a shy yet cute face...haha...and he sees me too. Da atmosphere is intensed with awkward yet happy yet weird yet full of happiness feeling...
PAK ! * a slap on myself to make myself wake up* where got such romantic occurance in real world de larh..
and da truth is...there is no students at Monash now...whole uni looks like a dumped city, so dead. No cheering no shouting no laughin no oooh no ahhhh no boys no gals. UGGGHHH. coz they are having holiday... obviously i hav chosen a wrong date to gap zai larh....deng deng deng...
and monash is not as big as i imagined. not as nice as i imagined...itz not very big nia...but overall itz ok lorh. I like da library though. Biggest ever library dat i have seen among UniS..haha...poor lil HELP library reli cant compare with it larh....btw da fees are even more beautiful...nid ard rm30K per year for my course...yep per year....one sem nid ard rm15K...zzz...effing expensive larh ! i can finish my course in TAR for less than rm30K larh deng !
i don think i will further my study there lar...even i want...i will oni credit transfer to Monash for my 3rd year n itz bcoz i want its certs not itz programme.
oh yea. i wana study pyschology for my degree course. Any suggestions of which UNi is good for it? except HELP, monash , TAR, segi.. Wher else offer psychology in Malaysia?
可是，到最后，我们可说是不欢而散。不管他有没有读我的博文，我就是要说 ！ 要写 ！我们不欢而散的原因。我不管你喜不喜欢，在不在乎，我就是要写出来。但是，我不会透露他是谁，什么名字。这是我给他的最后尊敬。
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我说...当然我没可能说midterm 而已，没关系啦。我绝对不会说这样的话。因为，我也很在乎我的midterm 的。假如我们对换立场，我的midterm 考不好，我也会很不开心的。
我说，midterm 已经考完了，一切都成定局了。即使你在怎样在乎，不开心，失望，你是改变不了midterm 的成绩了。为什么不尝试这个星期找朋友出去走走，喝喝茶，谈谈天，疏解了压力，才继续前进？
他： ～．～ （对，这就是他给我的回应）
结果，他回我 ： wtf u tot foundation n degree is the same meh ... i 3rd sem stress free de lorh... u stress wad stress...
难怪 阿难怪阿...有人说: the world is without strangers. There are only someone who u dunno yet.
so true ^^
有些事情，我真的很不想我不知道。 有时，知道少一些，生活会变得更好。 少些忧虑，过得更快乐。
* 哇哇哇...我的华语还不赖嘛~~~嘻嘻 =） *
单单这个星期，我忘记锁我的车门... >< 每天到学院，一旦停泊好我的车，我就拜拜然后走进学院里了...我没有检查还是什么的 ><
结果，今天我更加"轮准:...下了车，走进屋里....结果发现我的车锁匙没有跟我一起进来。 == 我冲冲到回去，才发觉my car key is still at there ignition there...swt.....luckily no one steals ｉｔ ＹＥＴ．ｐｈｅｅｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗ．
* aiks...it's so hard to type in mandarin...i m feeling so unconformatable of writing in mandarin ==...but i will force myself to do so. there is no way i will let my mandarin becomes so bad. no way. no way. no way. i still can speak in mandarin fluently...yea...i jz need time to readjust myself so dat i can write in mandarin as fluent as before...JIA YOU ! *
ok back to topic...
omg lar...i wonder y am i being so reckless, being to slow to response, being so stupid, being so ... whatever words dat u can use on a moron like me larh...
My mind is just fully occupied by something else and i dunno what is it... I JUST CAN'T FOCUS !
and stupid me...i miss out one and very important slide during my ECP presentation...i reli banged my head for my mistake for it...oh shit oh shit oh shit. i hope my own mistake will not drag my group members into troubles...I AM SO SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.
and TODAY AGAIN. DAmn myself for plotting a wrong ogive...i can't believe i could made such a stupid mistake.
and and and... i've hurt a fren...
and...somehow my words frighten my fren... i am truly sorry...
ALOT OF SORRIES to my FRENS...n mum n dad for being so reckless...
wad if one day i come out from college n find out my lil fragile milo tin car is stolen...
OMG. i think i gonna walk to college everyday just to compensate my faults.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! i dunno wad to say abt myself...i just hate it. hate it. hate it. hate MYSELF.
Alot of things had happened recently
some of them...i can't tell
some of them....i dunno wad to tell
some of them....i dunno how to tell
i am lost recently
no longer know where's my stand.
i dunno... are the things im doing now right o wrong ?
i dunno what shud i do...
and i am so silly and so naive.
and i reli think...i don't deserve what i have now.
and so shameful thinking myself is good and giving out advices.
i am not a good person.
i am not a capable person.
i . am . just . a . stupid .
人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著
P/s:: cry if u wanna cry. dont suppress it. itz not ur fault o sth dat u shud shame of.
n itz true dat u deserve bete.
n itz sad and hearbreaking to c u to act happy everyday.
n i reli hope u can recover soon =）
譬如： A level is very expensive to study.
翻译： A level 很贵读。
我本还打算在5 或6 月的时候考中国华语文凭的。
eh, wanna improve my mandarin
how to say in mandarin?
Yay... jz did a personality and it's accurate ! I am an ENFP =)
Here's da overview of my personality test...
ENFP - The "Advocate"
ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.
"They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them ( sooooo true ! ) ; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives."
ENFPs are basically happy people =D They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.( Datz y... i like to work ard ppl...)
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions." ( trust me...ds happen ALWAYS ! )
- Chee Yan ( wcyan.pixnet.net/blog)
U guys are interested in da test? well u can click da link below and have a try =D it's fun and useful to know urself more b bete. hehe.
他问我：‘你来学校要ｓｅｄｕｃｅ谁？这里只有ｌｅｎｇ仔 （就是小弟弟啦~）？ '
不用seduce 只有一堆黑黑的fans la ~
哎哟~！ 你酱outdate 的咩？？
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coz i am not a slut.
aiks. I AM HERE AGAIN coz i'm stuck in my assignments...zzz......
well. i duno how to apply all da economics' theories n concepts into my assignment =(
my psychology assignment is a hard one. i have no idea what to do with it yet. btw, da topic for my assignment is Drinking: attitudes and actions. LOL. so coincident. i am an alcholic. i enjoy drinking =P BUT i dunno why i drink...and actions after drinking???? ermmm. maybe will talk more. haha.
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i am surrouded by saddening news from frens...aiks...they broke up vf their ex-es.
i think i have good frens, seriously a very good one and they deserve better. BUT, always, they are da ...can't tell they are victim...errmm...they are da one get hurted da most.
i reli...dunno what to say about it. Just think...my frens deserve better.
And, i think...when u fall in love...coz u fall for him/her attractiveness; when u can keep up da relationship n it lasts for long, coz u can withstand him/her weaknesses while u r being with him/her.
it's so hard to have a good, stable relationship. Appreciate it if u have it.
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i am reading P/S: i Love u currently. It's a nice.....somehow saddening book.
ermm...what do u think and how do u think whenever u wish ppl happy bdae or vice versa?
I, wish my fren happy bdae not coz it's him/her bdae on certain day..
not coz coz it's his o her bdae, so i just wish them.
i wish them, wish my frens n family happy bdae
i m happy and glad for their very own existance.
my "happy bdae'' roughly translate into ::
i am happy u r born in this world.
i am happy that u r here.
i am happy that i know u.
i am happy that u exist.
That's y i like to wish my frens Happy Bdae.
Coz they are in the world n color my existance.
that's my defination of Happy Bdae xD
don celebrate just for fun o ...it's bdae so u celebrate it.
find a meaning behind every celebration.
p/s :: 红叶， i will oni wish u happy bdae on ur bdae. and i hope u will wish me happy bdae on my bdae :P
i super duper beh song Mr.Alex now o !!!
out of so many groups, he picked my group to adopt a black for assignment.
If we don't adopt, he is goin to split my group.
i am selfish when comes to assignment. I don't like to mix join ppl dat i duno o im not close with.
I reli reli reli don like it...
but terpaksa lar. v ''adopt'' him.
Hope he's fine o co-operative larh.
If he don't, nvm la. we will do all da things. All he needs to do is memorise da script.
I m not gonna let him affect our overall performance.
No way he can affect my future.
btw...i don like blacks due to my personal experiences larh...i m not racist at 1st
but now, i truly am.
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and and and...
my msia studies punyer lecturer truly is a f**ker.
how dare she askes us to do her stuff?
She got healthy bars to sell n i think no one wana buy her products la..
so she askes us, the students who need marks from her, disguise ourselves as merchant n fon discributor to ask wherther da company is interested in distributing her healthy bar anot.....if da company is interested, we have to give her that particular company's numbers. WTH is dat !? if v do so, she will give us extra 2 marks.
GO TO HELL MANNNN ! im not gonna betray myself for that 2 marks.
ONI 2 marks i reli DONT MIND !!
obviously she is abusing us lar in the line of lecturer name...shit her.
n she thinks we will not sense it???
OMG. hey ! we are college-educated student.
We got brain.
At least it's still functioning n not yet polluted by corroption or bribe lar.
what sort of lecturer is dat?????
i can't imagine the future if all lecterurs behave like she does.
CNY is ending...again...
Again and again and again, im stunned with da passing time. It's passing tooooo fast.
i am not prepared to step into the adult world yet. Emotionally and financially, i still rely on my family.
i wana be independent yet i am not prepared to do so.
sigh. whatever larh. it's not something that i can change or control with me worrying. Just accept what should i accept and deal with i have accepted regarding it's expected or unexpected.
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Anyway, here's my photos during cny. I realise i don reli...like to upload photos on my blog. And, i keep alot of things to myself. I oni write my emotions out. But i never wrote what have happened.
my besties =)
weiqi's mum ask...y so little of gals.
LOLs the truth is memang so little of gals in da gang larh. just get used to it =P
and all of us adjust ourselves pretty well in our frens' house. As if it's our own home !
u can c wad kind of pose when v are in da house la...keke...true color of ours.
yet, there is one exception.
We behave pretty well, at least v sit properly when we are in Nelson's house o.
i can't heard any of us shouting S*h**. HAHA xD
we have good skin. Don't we?
P/S:: NO PHOTOSHOP-ed AT ALL !