I admit i regret. Finally regret. Regret of din choose A level over Foundation =(
First time in my life
i regret i chose Foundation instead of A level or STPM
coz i have pulvarized all my available choices O.O
What left is nothing much now
( somehow Js is right about F for Foundation...damn it. )
And, i regret of having low profile life in matriculation year !
When wanna apply for scholarship and entry of Uni in overseas,
GCE A level. ok. i am out of da uni.
Active in extra curriculum. Ok. i have shutted myself from extra curriculum for long, which means, i am disqualified =/
I. HaVe. Screwed. Up. My. Future. By. Myself. !
hell y am i sounded so thrilled ? I assure you im writing this piece with sorrow O.o (well, maybe i dunno what exactly sorrow is...)
What Can I Do now But to Indemnify My Mistake ?
i thought, i have chosen the right path. Yea, itz right path of my life but wrong choice of my way.
Hmmm. Should have saved all my regrets instead and look for alternatives now.
Alternative 1 :: Stuck myself at HUC for 3 years T.T
Alternative 2 :: AWW YEA. WORK DAMN ALOT HARDER once I M IN DEGREE. And JOIN WHATEVER I CAN JOIN AND BE ACTIVE !!!
BE HIGH PROFILE (yea high high high high into the sky ! ) in other words !!
for scholarship and entry to top Uni.
Alternative 3 :: Give up NOw. and Get MArried ! ( this sounds so-not-me )
Alternative 4 :: Change my path ?
Obviously, i have chosen Alternative 2 now. Will not create more regrets for myself ,my life.
And definately will not change my path of choosing be into PSYCHOLOGY !
I know, there are alot of people disencourage me to study psychology for my own's sake.
Anyway, thanks for your concerns and sorry to say that i will not change it anyhow.
I know da path i've chosen is hard to pass, but it's the hardness that leads me to travel it.
Sounds crazy? haha. Indeed, I am an idiot who choose to have a hard life ahead. And, simply 'coz i can't lie to my heart.
BUT i am happy with it and have confidence in achieving to be who i wanna be.
Maybe it's sound ridiculous to you of me being so unrealistic,
yet, HERE I AM *coughie coughie
to show u my irrevocable choice with cogent determination*winkz*
whisper in my mind ::haha hope i dare to say that too in planning my gam fei plan ><
pp/s:: Love me, but don't tell me who i have to be.
here's who i am and 'm what you see
'm not that child anymore. 'm stronger now.
Help to me move on but please don't tell me how
im on my way, and 'm moving now =)