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  • Mar 28 Sat 2009 15:55
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it will be a very very short post here.

just wanna tell what i have done recently.

 

Last 2 weeks.

i joined Law Olympiad.

yea. it sounded crazy coz a law nood joined it...

but hey. nvr try nvr know.

at least. i m willing to give a try.

nevermind about the win or lose.

Experiences dat count.

 

Last 2 days.

Finally o finally finished my PDP...

it was a ...relief.

and a new starting point of my life.

it's my 1st presention for psychology,

and alot more is coming.

telling myself not to fear of it. coz it supposed sth i like to do, enjoy to do, glad to do.

 

Yesterday

went to Murni. Lolx. and One U skybridge.

For bobo's bdae =P

 

Now

rushing my 2nd reflective writing.

it's about my IRRATIONAL BELIEF.

it's not easy to face sth dat we don like, we afraid of facing.

 

2 more hours later

 i will be on my way to KLCC

jus to see the Earth hour in Malaysia later <3

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just glimpsed at my years back photos.

and all the bitter-sweet, nostalgic reminiscences just flow back into my mind.

Ahh. how much i miss my high skul life.

If i could turn back the time, i wanna b in high skul again.

Worry nothing but the boredom of the day.

 

 

 

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just wanna act we are faliing down xD

 

 

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i took this picture purposely by using huici's cam. simply 'coz i know she has phobia towards snake.

haha. just wanna help her to overcome the fear =P

 

 

 

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Their eyes tell how enjoying they were.

 

 

 

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Cheers =)

 

 

 

 

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LOL ar...were you swallowing Starfish?

 

 

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The girls.

 

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The boys.

When bobo hasnt 漏风 =(

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Have had a ...kinda relaxing class today =S

watched video clip and drama for both of my classes 2day...

haha. yea itz so easy so relaxing to watch all these videos...

but itz hard to understand the concepts of money from the video 0.0

hell. MISS LIM !!! I PREFER U TEACH ME THAN GIMME VIDEO TO WATCH ARR !

aiks...no matter how much i shouted here, she just can't hear it...any1 can pass my msg to her??

 

btw i enjoy the Criminal MInd <3

datz y i like what i am doing now

i am sure that i din choose the wrong path.

I am so sure.

 

oHHH!!!

one thing i must mention here...

hey fucktard out there ! can u plz park your car at the correct spot so that everyone of us cant save ourselves from scratching anyone's car?

i din scratch anyone's car 2day anyway. don misunderstand it.

just that...i took a kinda long time to come out from parking slot ==

Luckily got a few guys offered their helps so lengzai-ly. haha. i managed to get my car out without hurting any cars *winkz*

thanks to those fucktards. i have polluted the world even more by wasting the finite resource of the world on getting my car out the parking place ><

SOrry mother nature. i don mean it and itz not my fault.

PLz Punish those people for the future's sake.

A-men.

 

p/s  :: if i encouter this kind of problems again, im gonna ask for the authority's help to clamp dat fella's car !!

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So0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o Incredible of me ponteng LAN 2day =D

I have had a strong feeling of going home at 2pm and yea...'ve headed home right after 2pm. To sleep. I need to sleep.

ONce i awoke.....received Jenny's msg of informing me LAN claz cancelled 2day =)

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I GOT PYSCHIC POWER ! c'mon. folo me. ponteng 2geda. and we can save ourselves from loathing boredom  !

 

* bear with my craps neway...haha...seriously need to release stress b4 i get crazy or shall i rephrase it....macam... b4 i get crazier? haha...CONTROL mannn. Control my mind b4 i get schizopheria...>< !

 

AWWW YEA ! i hate STATS !!!!!!!!

'coz i don find it interesing and most importantly i don understand wadz the formula for. It just don make sense to me =(

My brain is just not for a chunk of numbers.

 

PSYCHOLOGY !!!

Get back my midterm paper...and ar...so so larh. not reli satisfy with it...but itz still ok larh =)

Need to work alot harder and study 9 9 for final jor... Common sense is no longer applied in last few chapters...

studied Psychology disorders 2day. Luckily i suffer none of those =)

So glad to find out i am still a normal.

 

Change of heart.

Currently i m reading it but i'm stuck in chapter 2 for almost a month....

Need to move on reading.

 

_End_ of my craps of the day.

thanks for reading.

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I am sure that i am

Undergoing anxiety this week.

Temporary one though.

Coz of quizes, assignments, and presentations which due in ds two weeks

 

Symptoms::

Fatigued

Worrying

Can't concentrate

and a feel of.... binge eating

( yea...im sorta weird..usually people tend to lose appetite while dealing stress. but i tend to eat a lot more.

but

i am controlling myself. Yea. Gam fei marh. )

 

Treatment for Myself ::

Sleep more and more and more and more and alot more

Going out.

Hell yea...going out. Forget about the jobs in hand. I simply need to shout at the top of my lungs now =S

 

Uhh- oHh

i sound so crazy again.

No worries

I am fine, just having a lil stress now >m<

and please bear with my mood swings. Thanks.

 

 

 

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Whoakay !

I admit i regret. Finally regret. Regret of din choose A level over Foundation =(

First time in my life

i regret i chose Foundation instead of A level or STPM

coz i have pulvarized all my available choices O.O

What left is nothing much now

( somehow Js is right about F for Foundation...damn it. )

Uh-Oh

 

And, i regret of having low profile life in matriculation year !

When wanna apply for scholarship and entry of Uni in overseas,

GCE A level. ok. i am out of da uni.

Active in extra curriculum. Ok. i have shutted myself from extra curriculum for long, which means, i am disqualified =/

I. HaVe. Screwed. Up. My. Future. By. Myself. !

hell y am i sounded so thrilled ? I assure you im writing this piece with sorrow O.o (well, maybe i dunno what exactly sorrow is...)

 

What Can I Do now But to Indemnify My Mistake ?

i thought, i have chosen the right path. Yea, itz right path of my life but wrong choice of my way.

Hmmm. Should have saved all my regrets instead and look for alternatives now.

Alternative 1 :: Stuck myself at HUC for 3 years T.T

Alternative 2 :: AWW YEA. WORK DAMN ALOT HARDER once I M IN DEGREE. And JOIN WHATEVER I CAN JOIN AND BE ACTIVE !!!

BE HIGH PROFILE  (yea high high high high into the sky ! ) in other words !!

for scholarship and entry to top Uni.

Alternative 3 :: Give up NOw. and Get MArried ! ( this sounds so-not-me )

Alternative 4 :: Change my path ?

 

Obviously, i have chosen Alternative 2 now. Will not create more regrets for myself ,my life.

And definately will not change my path of choosing be into PSYCHOLOGY !

I know, there are alot of people disencourage me to study psychology for my own's sake.

Anyway, thanks for your concerns and sorry to say that i will not change it anyhow.

I know da path i've chosen is hard to pass, but it's the hardness that leads me to travel it.

Sounds crazy? haha. Indeed, I am an idiot who choose to have a hard life ahead. And, simply 'coz i can't lie to my heart.

BUT i am happy with it and have confidence in achieving to be who i wanna be.

Maybe it's sound ridiculous to you of me being so unrealistic,

yet, HERE I AM  *coughie coughie

to show u my irrevocable choice with cogent determination*winkz*

 

whisper in my mind ::haha hope i dare to say that too in planning my gam fei plan ><

 

pp/s:: Love me, but don't tell me who i have to be.

here's who i am and 'm what you see

'm not that child anymore. 'm stronger now.

Help to me move on but please don't tell me how

im on my way, and 'm moving now =)


 

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有时候,真的有时候而已...我会抱怨。

为什么我的妈妈给我一个这么不上不下的脑? 要么,就让我笨到底,这样,我就不会有很高的要求,不用这么努力上学,过一些简单一点的生活,对自己的生活没什么太大的要求和成就; 要么,就让我聪明到极点,我就不需要天天盯着那些几乎是不可能得到的奖学金,不需要担心学费,自然而然有人会给我奖学金,不需要待在这里。

 

有时候,我会抱怨,为什么我不是来自有钱家庭。那样,管他有没有奖学金,我要去哪里读,就去哪里读。要买什么就买,要做什么就做。不需要那么顾虑那么多。我真的不喜欢这么约束的生活 =(

有时候真的很不甘心,为什么那些死蠢可以出国留学,而我则不能? 就算我考得进top uni, 我也没钱读...所以有时候我会想,我努力读书有什么鬼用啦,仍然只能困在这里。

 

可是,我也明白,也知道,我的生活比起很多人好很多。至少,我不必太担心金钱问题。至少,我没有家庭纠纷。至少,我是幸福的。至少,我还有选择,虽然不多,但是仍然有选择。我的生活,比上不足,但比下有很多的余。

 

生活就是这么不公平。我们总是无法得到双全的生活,得到我们所有想到的东西。
但是,也因为不公平,我才可以过着现在中庸的生活。

假如是公平的,也许,i don't deserve to have something i have now.

 

p/s:: 只想说些负气话。过后,再继续加油 =/

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Recently i realise that..

my cousins and i are getting bete and bete to be 2geda

to talk to have fun 2geda

 

Before me...

we are sorta not so close.

but now...

mayb coz of electronic devices ( >< !!) ...we are getting closer

we are not used to talk to each other much

but recently

we sms each other, ask each other out, bolo each other things n so on

sometime...we chiong sui our parents =P haha

and of coz, we msn each other =D

i think it's great

it's great to have such close cousins.

seems dat we hav surpass Latency stage =X and finally found a way to communicate with cousins, as if they are our frens

in fact, i talk to my mum my cousins my aunts my family like i how i talk to my frens =) restricted to maternal side though. i m still not so close with papa's side..

* sometime vulgarities will slip from my mouth uncontrollbably...haha. but they are alright with it =P coz itz true color of mine...

i am not a typical soft, quiet, introvert gurl. I am not.

somehow i behave like a boy sometime...mayb coz of i mix vf guys too much.haha. but i am a gal larh inside my soul. i am sensitive tooooo and like cutie cutie thingy and very chatty xD

awww yea i like pink *winkz*

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hey guys ! YOu shud try the test on ur own too...it's so true =]

you c mine...

 

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. ( okay. maybe this part is not so accurate )

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. ( very true ! as long as he is presentable, den i'm okay with his looking adi. I don need someone who is so damn handsome. )

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. ( EXTREMELY TRUE !)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. ( wei another so true statement !)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. ( wahai...as if i've had psychic test rather than personality test leh ! )

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (i am not that practicle. somehow i am taking risk now.hehe. you know y  =]     )

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. ( ohhh okay lo. brave up  myself lo)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. ( yea...finally found the right sentence to describe me....)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. ( true righte ? )


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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Ughhhhhhh. i know itz not sth that i should proud of...

but itz irrevocable fact  that i am a noobie ==

serious. I. Am. A. Stupid.

I got evidence to prove my stupidity !

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It seems that frens around me,one by one,has found their love one.

I hope they all can a good ending, with all my sincere and blessings =)

treasure ur love one if u happen to have one now

as for someone like me who has been alone for almost 19 years...

Gotta be someone is the best song to reflect our feeling and thoughts...U_U

 

 

Gotta be Someone

Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this means too right, it's just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a (diamond did erupts?)
The wind shows up, make sure you're holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

 

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  • Mar 02 Mon 2009 01:13
  • 朋友

昨天...和朋友去看了《幸福万岁》。真的是一部很搞笑的电影 =D 值得一看。

过后...和朋友一起谈天,吃晚餐luhh. 很开心的是,kj 和 ol 有来eh...哈哈哈。我好久没有见到他们了...当我正想念他们的时候,他们竟然出现了 ^^ 可能是因为我们从小就认识...加上常一起玩,谈谈心事的...我会不习惯太久没和他们聚会。毕竟,他们是我信任的好朋友。有很多事我都告诉他们的,开心,不开心,都是告诉他们的。

可是阿可是

林伟亮。你可不可以不要每次见到我都问我感情问题? 哈哈哈哈。 我都数不会说的 =P 但是我答应你,假如我有了男朋友,我会第一时间update 你,好吗? 哈哈...希望你不是永远最'latest" 知道消息的人了。嘻。

 

然后,我刚刚从另外一个gang 的朋友家回来...

他们和我现在的gang是截然不一样的。 在他们面前和我现在一起出去的朋友面前,我也是不同的人。所说的话题全都不一样。

可是,我也很喜欢他们 =)

和他们在一起,我会听到很多很多不同的故事和笑话...做更疯狂的事情。哈哈。

毕竟,我们曾是互相的栋梁,一起度过了很多难关.....也是他们,让我成长很多,学到很多不同的东西,知道社会的另一面。

我感谢也感激我现在所有的朋友们。假如当初不认识他们,没有他们,那也没有现在的我。

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