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ughhhh. lots of random thoughts are in my mind now.

Today

finally finished my very last presentation for my foundation course.

It's the economics presentation.

i think my group's presentation was quite different from others' as in....our content did not focus on the fiscal policy n monetary policy as they did....err...in another words, we took a risky way to answer the given Q. hope it's fine enuf to score larh =)

AND I SAW STHG THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE SEEN THROUGHOUT MY LIFE !

Then....PDP came into my mind out of sudden.

It was a great relief for me once it was done.

It was a not so bad presentation afterall...thanks to all my groupmates for their co-operations =)

yet, i somehow i don't da group is functional as i see no interaction among the groupmates.

Everyone is doing her own parts. When there are Qs, they only come to me...im not boasting that i am the leader of the group...

it's just dat...i hope they can ask each other questions, consultations and advices instead of everything has to go thru me. Honestly speaking, I would love to see they interact of each others =\ But, i can't blame them for it. Partly, it was my fault for not being a leader that can lit up the group's enthusiams.

AND YES. i felt damn stressful b4 the presentation. Firstly bcoz i'm da leading one. Secondly, we did a lot of last min works and we had no rehearsal b4 the presentation.... alot of worrisomes, doubts were turning my body n mind upside down b4 the presentation..... i reli hate to be a leader, to be honest..... it's very tedious for me =( and it's so...burdening. But, all these are not supposed to be the excuses that i use to allow myself to be so slacking...no. Gotta be better. To brace myself for what's coming upnext in my life...

OH YEA. i feel like dressing up like a punk/ goth one day *grin*

anyone wanna accompany me ? anyway, deep inside my heart,  i adi know who will be with me for dat =) hehe.

btw, i have been playing badminton for past 2 weeks. haha. i definately not a competent badminton player...as i am so lazy to move myself to catch all the shots :P 

Gonna change ds attitude soon. Coz it seriously brings no good to me but more deposited fats in my body due to my laziness ><

.....it's so tired of being the permaisure in my econs' class...thanks to my lecturer, every1 in my econs class know me. this has against my low profile life....>< !! bsides, classmates consult me whenever they hav problems in econs n their presentations... well. thanks them for looking so up on me. i am so honoured =] and glad dat i can offer my helps. Just, sometimes, i m worried i will giv them the wrong info.............i'm scared. honestly. i'm scared of it.

that's all for 2day....nitex peeps !!