: *: 欣 声 : * :

haha. i'm adding randomness to my life now =D
i can't stop smiling and laughing now.
feeling darn HIGH.
coz final is coming.
it's TOMORROW. LOLX!

and i foresee my future.  yea. i can menitik nasib one.
i can tell u my future, dat's holiday is goin to cause chaos in my life!!!!! MUAHAHAHAH!


Holiday a....
you know i can't smile without you.
i can't smile  without smile
i can't laugh and can't sing
i'm finding it's hard to do anything.

HAHA. jz cant control myself singing "i can't smile without you".
it's haunting my mind all the time, even when i'm studying computing.

after final
i
wana sing k.
wana shoooooooooooopping
wana siao siao
wana sleep sleep
wana work work
wana watch anime every nitesssss
wana chat chat chat
wana talk talk talk
wana play play play
wana find bf 　* blek =P *

aiyarrr. lots of wanas.

OK. i stop siao siao now.
STUDY come first. *wu yohhh~*
dont text me for movie
dont text me for yumcha
dont dont dont
dont lure me to go outttttt ~!
 I TAK AKAN COI U ALL DEEEEEEE!

saying bye bye to u guys and my blog right now. sobx sobx.
i'll be back on next TUESDAY, right after my final .hehehehhehe  =D

but before dat, wish me luck. tonnes n tonnes n tonnes of LUCKs.heeee *winks*

站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤独的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由

阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞

找一个人惺惺相惜 找一颗心心心相印
在这个宇宙 我是独一无二 没人能取代
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤 伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强 我很坦荡

夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光裏遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待

我不放弃爱的勇气 我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住 一个最美的梦 给未来的自己
一天一天 一天推翻一天 坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样

有一个人惺惺相惜 有一颗心心心相印
抛开过去 我想认真去追寻 未来的自己
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤 伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强 我很坦荡

我不放弃爱的勇气 我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住 一个最美的梦 给未来的自己

不管怎样 怎样都会受伤 伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强 我很坦荡

未来的你 会懂我的疯狂


不知道为什么
我喜欢这首歌
它的歌词恰恰反映了我现在的心情。
对阿，不管怎样 ，怎样都会受伤 ，伤了又怎样
（虽然免不了我会哭）至少我很坚强 =）

Final is coming.
WOOHOOO~ SEM BREAK IS COMING TOO.kakaakak XD
*ANGELINE, JOSHUA :: dat 2 lines are specially wrote for u two to read =) hahaha...following will be most in mandarin =P *

考试，考试，考试，又要考试了
其实，我很兴奋，嘻嘻 =D 还蛮期待它的到来
因为辛苦一番后，就有漂亮的5个星期假期。爽阿~！
所谓先苦后甜，也许就是这样的意思。 * 猛点头'ing *

Sem 1 结束了
这4 个月，我认识了不少人，也接触更多不同性格的人
有些人，的确很好
有些人，很虚伪
我有说，有笑，几乎天天疯疯癫癫的过日子 ><
Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

过完这个sem,我想忘记一切不愉快。
我会忘记我现在不喜欢的那个人的所作所为。希望，下个sem我还能将她当朋友来看待。
Forget issues of the past.  Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
* yea.i don wan to ruin my happiness. *
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.


我想活得简单点。
讨厌勾心斗角。特别是与常在我身边的人。

还有，谢谢那些参加饥饿30的朋友。
你们帮的，支持的，不是我啊，而是那些身在极度贫穷的孩子。
我相信他们也会很感激你们的帮助 = )
继续加油！
为了，未来。

OK ! OK ! OK!
I'M TRYING TO CALM DOWN RIGHT DOWN.YEA,CALMING DOWN,.

truly,I CANT STAND DAT BITCH ANYMORE.
I HATE HER
I HATE HER ATTITUDE
I HATE THE WAY SHE TALKS TO ME
I HATE HER SULTRINESS
I HATE I HATE I HATE
I WILL EVEN  GET PISSED OFF EASILY JUST BY HAVE A SHORT GLANCE AT HER BITCHY FACE.
DON'T SHOW ME YOUR BITCHY BLOODY FACE ANYMORE.
I DONO WHAT I WILL SAY WHEN MY PATIENCE IS AT DA BOILING POINT.
I'M HOLDING BACK MY ANGER RIGHT NOW.HOLDING.HOLDING.HOLDING.
*DEEP DEEP BREATH*

and hell yea,im not ok recently. don't ask me stupid questions.
alot of things in my mind now.im going to go berserk! ARGGGS.

CANT U JUST LEARN TO APPRECIATE WHAT PEOPLE'VE DONE FOR U?
don't comment so much.
don't give stupid comments n criticizes which are not constructive and useless.
don't think about yourself only.
don't be so self-centred.

CAN YOU USE YOUR BRAIN BEFORE U TALK?
CAN U LEARN TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE? O AT LEAST RESPECT OTHERS FEELINGS N THOUGHTS?
CAN U HAVE SOME GRATITUDES BESIDES CRITICISMS?

FUCKING HELL.
YOU ARE SO DAMN BULLSHIT.
TELL YOU WAD.
I HATE NON SENSE FROM YOU. YOUR ATTITUDE MAKE ME WANT TO VOMIT.
IF DEY DON'T EAT,IZIT MEAN U OSO DON'T HAVE TO  EAT?
IF YOU CANT DO DA THING YOURSELF,WHEN OTHERS ARE DOING FOR U,JUST APPRECIATE IT.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT,JUST SHUT UP.
DON'T GIVE PEOPLE HOPE IF U CANT PROMISE IT.
DONT ASK  PEOPLE TO DO DA SAME THING AGAIN JUST FOR U AFTER U HURT PEOPLE.
U ARE DA ONE WHO GIVE DISAPPOINTMENTS YET YOU ARE DA ONE WHO REQUESTS MORE FROM PEOPLE.
DO U THINK OR EVEN CARE BEFORE HOW'S DA PEOPLE FEELING?
DO U?

IM TIRED N BORED OF DAT ATTITUDE.

以前的我，无论面对什么挫折，失败，跌倒，我是坚持不哭的。因为，我认为哭是懦弱的作为。
即使我很伤心，我会很努力的压抑自己，故作坚强。很辛苦，但是，我不哭。

finally,finish my oral presentation.
DEEP BREATH. and WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
OMG.im darn happy happy happy!

ms chris actually giv us 2 months, o roughly 10 weeks to prepare d oral presentation.
but,who da hell will so early n sooo obedient to prepare it so fast de lehhhhhh.
end up,i started to write my script at 11pm >< 9 hours b4 da my oral presentation.
yea.LAST MINS WORK. AGAIN. SIGH.
i have this habit since small...but i don want to change it so far =P
i tink it's actualy not so bad,lolx,coz  oni last  mins can make me pay full attention on my stuff =/

i duno how's my presentation.
but i tink it'll be OK guaaaa.at least, there are responses from my classmates n Ms Chris.
hehehehe.esp when im telling HOW U EAT PROVIDEs THE CLUE AS HOW U ENJOY SEX. LOLX!
well,everyone seems very sensitive to SEX ds word,regardless how old u are.

ehem， 我们一起去langkawi，好吗？

日期：16-18/08/08

想象下，在星空之下，对着无边无际的大海，带点儿海水味的海风徐徐的弗在我们的脸，是多么的悠闲自在阿。
我们一伙儿，喝着heineken （ｌｏｌｘ．在ｌａｎｇｋａｗｉ　买酒像买汽水那么便宜嘛～～）或者coke ,一起谈天说地，无所不谈，弥补我们过去7个月不再一起相处，上学的日子。好吗？
然后，然后，那些从小学就一起玩到长大的，我们要在那天庆祝我们10年 的友谊！！！

想念我们一起去pangkor 的时候。笑声无处不是，快乐更添满了我们的房子。
想念我们一起去sabah 的时候。我们在一个屋檐下，一起吃，喝，玩，乐，高唱我们的校歌 XD
我还记得我们睡在同一张床，连夜在谈天。
我很，很记得我们在semporna 的 plan A &Ｂ。　哈哈。

来啦。一起去ｌａｎｇｋａｗｉ　啦。不要犹豫了！！
有上课？　ｐｏｎｔｅｎｇ　ｌａ　＝Ｐ　为了走更遥远的路。嘻嘻。
＊其实．．．我们是没办法了，才选那些日期。由于我们都在不同的地方上课了，所以，没可能找到一个完美的日期，大家都可以没上课，一起去旅行了．．．．．．＊

去过了．．．又有什么关系呢？
我们不在乎去哪里，只在乎和谁去！！！　
对不对？？
＊不对也要讲对。ｈｏｈｏ　ＸＤ＊

总结来说，尽量吧！大家一起去旅行，寻找回当年的快乐，增加今年的乐趣，共谱让人回味的回忆！
哈哈。

＊突然觉得我的华文还蛮不错。哈哈！＊

那天，我们无所事事。
应该说，我们懒得做功课。趁着break 的时候，玩了 tumbling tower a.k.a Uno block.
我们打赌，谁输了就要在停车场大喊3 次 Ｉ LOVＥ HELP !

刚开始的3 轮，有着幸运女神的陪伴，我顺利的赢了 XD

可是...不知道幸运女神几时改了rule，变得和神灯一样了，只能用3 次  ；（
我连续输3 轮，结果当然是要喊 i love help 9 次咯.........

可怜的我啊~~！！

1. the last person to tag you is?
forgot.da latest one is SHEENA

2. what is your relationship with him/her?
my ex-siao'mate in 2ndary skul =D

3. your 5 impressions of him/her?
1. hahahahaah.shortie =P
2. cute
3. funny coz of her dun-ness *blekkkks*
4.talented in writing (her english is damn gud!)
5. frenly ( like me MUHAHAAHAHAH)

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....she kissed on my cheek when on way home from sabah T.T

5. the most memorable word he/she has said to you?
errr................duno lehh. = =

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will...
be my ah sei.HAHA.

7. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
slap her.haha. but it wont happen de la.v so fren rite?hahaha

8. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on...
dun-ness.lolx

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
im not as dun as her guaaa.hahaha

10. the most desire thing to do for her now is?
buy me a ...thong. LOLX!

11. the overall impressions of him/her now is?
  ok aaa. not bad. a nice fren to me =)

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
like to eat.lolx. den TALKATIVE + noisy. hahaha.

13. the character you for yourself is?
hmmm. talkative. hate loneliness. like to hang out alot.n love to eat and sleep.hoho  XD

14. on contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
i cant bear my failure. i hate failure n silly i have made. i nid time to get over my failure den jz can try harder.

15. the most ideal person you wanna be is?
HAHAHAH. wana be SLIM YAN with GREAT BRAIN  + SUCCESS !

16. for the person who cares and likes you, say something about them...
thx for tolerating and supporting me all da while. i reli appreciate it =) i will try my bez cheer you up too =D

17. ten people to the quiz
ten meh.....6 enuf la. ma fan dao shi.
1.sheena (HAHAH! who ask u to tag me!!!!)
2.huici (don k u kena tagged how many times liao =P )
3.PIEK TEE !! ( i know u read my blog,hehehehe.)
4.nelson (mana boleh tak ada guy kena lehh,rite?)
5.shuat lee.... (but duno when she will update her blog....)
6.OOI LEONG (JI MUI OF MINE.HOHO)


18. who is number 2 havin relationship wif?
Me o.O?

19.is 3 a female or male?
female

20.if 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i change it to 4+6 = gud thing.haha.i don mind have gay frens dee! blif me!

21.how about 5 and 8?
aiyar. jz 1+2 = lessbian.

22.what is number 1 studying about?
physiotherary in MAHSA.

23.when was the last time you had a chat with?
 5K gathering.
piek tee leh...in college luh.

24.is number 4 single?
oh yea. coz no one wants him. HAHAHHA =P

25.talk something abt 2
she is a bad gal ! she dumps wilber pan liao. coz she now oni knows to sing 牵牵牵手。

最近，真的很忙啊！
忙功课，presentations, assignments, quizes 然后FINAL eXAM!
很想，很想早点结束这一切。
我需要休息。

说实在的，他很烦，让我很困扰，恨不得早一点儿摆脱他！
我不像某些人，可以很幸福 的说 “我不怕被欺负，因为有人会保护我！“ =P
我只有我，保护我自己。叹气。

刚刚和朋友谈另一个朋友正在追一个蛮有气质，漂亮女生的事情。

他说，我忌妒那个女孩的美。因为我说她其实并不是很美，不过，很有气质。
我说，只是样子不足让我去忌妒她，因为在这个科技发达的时代，样子是可以靠科技而得来，所以，她什么好让我妒忌。
         
真正能让我向往，羡慕的是一个人的才华和智力。这些事单靠科技也得不到的东西。
          譬如，音乐吧。一个没什么音乐才华的人，不论再怎样努力，付出多么多的心血，也很难比得上天生音乐才华横溢的人。最多，他可以跟很有才华的人相比，可是，要超越他却是未知数。
         譬如，唱歌。一个天生具有很悦耳，响亮而毫无浑浊的声音的人，唱什么歌都好听； 相反，一个只有普通歌喉的人，唱来唱去，永远好不到哪里去。唯独，能改变的是不会走音，跟得上拍子而已。
         譬如，画画。一个很有画画天赋的人，只要随手抓起笔，管它是墨笔，粉笔，铅笔还是修改液，他都能画出很动人，美丽的图画。没才华的人，就算你给他世上最顶尖级好的铅笔，他还是无法画出能震撼世界的画。

才华，就是可以让一个人变得多么的不平凡，多么的令人向往他人。这些都是科技给不到的东西。它是早在你还妈妈的子宫里时已经决定的东西。你无法改变已经形成了的基因。唯有，充分利用你所拥有的。

忌妒，羡慕，不会自己增加任何的好处；也不可能减少别人的成就。
与其成天抱怨自己的缺陷，倒不如用自己的能力，踏踏实实的生活。
决定你是什么的，不是你拥有的能力，而是你的选择。

今天呢，我参加了饥饿30 DIY领袖培训营。


我先说说，解释什么是饥饿30营吧。
饥饿 30 营是一个体验营。 这个营的主要目的是为了筹款，同时让身在福中的我们体验什么是真正的贫穷和饥饿。好让我们会珍惜我们所拥有的，同时，将我们所有拥有的一部分给一些严重需要我们的关心和爱的孩子。那些款项将被用来为那些身在极度贫穷的国家的孩子建立学校，改善环境，因为我们相信，与其给孩子一条鱼，让他们三餐温饱;倒不如教他们捕鱼，让他们终身温饱。
除此之外，世界宣明会 （饥饿30 营的主办当局）　也会筹款设为紧急拨款的资金。譬如：　当四川发生８级地震时，世界宣明会就发挥了其用途。当地的志工在最短的时间内给予灾民援助！

这就是饥饿３０营的基本概念　＝）
朋友们，假如有心，有能力的话，一起参加饥饿３０营吧。我们为的不是自己，文凭，而是远在他国的贫穷孩子。为了世界的将来，一起尽自己的能力减少贫穷率吧。
我们能做的可能是很微不足道，可是，要相信星星之火，可以燎原。你的付出，可以帮助很多很需要我们关心的孩子。
我们要用我们的爱来点燃这个世界 =D

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