: *: 欣 声 : * :

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH !

i super duper beh song Mr.Alex now o !!!

out of so many groups, he picked my group to adopt a black for assignment.

If we don't adopt, he is goin to split my group.

Ohh Gosh

i am selfish when comes to assignment. I don't like to mix join ppl dat i duno o im not close with.

I reli reli reli don like it...

but terpaksa lar. v ''adopt'' him.

Hope he's fine o co-operative larh.

If he don't, nvm la. we will do all da things. All he needs to do is memorise da script.

That's all.

I m not gonna let him affect our overall performance.

No way he can affect my future.

btw...i don like blacks due to my personal experiences larh...i m not racist at 1st

but now, i truly am.

. . .

and and and...

my msia studies punyer lecturer truly is a f**ker.

how dare she askes us to do her stuff?

She got healthy bars to sell n i think no one wana buy her products la..

so she askes us, the students who need marks from her, disguise ourselves as merchant n fon discributor to ask wherther da company is interested in distributing her healthy bar anot.....if da company is interested, we have to give her that particular company's numbers. WTH is dat !? if v do so, she will give us extra 2 marks.

GO TO HELL MANNNN ! im not gonna betray myself for that 2 marks.

ONI 2 marks i reli DONT MIND !!

obviously she is abusing us lar in the line of lecturer name...shit her.

n she thinks we will not sense it???

OMG. hey ! we are college-educated student.

We got brain.

At least it's still functioning n not yet polluted by corroption or bribe lar.

what sort of lecturer is dat?????

i can't imagine the future if all lecterurs behave like she does.

CNY is ending...again...

Again and again and again, im stunned with da passing time. It's passing tooooo fast.

i am not prepared to step into the adult world yet. Emotionally and financially, i still rely on my family.

i wana be independent yet i am not prepared to do so.

sigh. whatever larh. it's not something that i can change or control with me worrying. Just accept what should i accept and deal with i have accepted regarding it's expected or unexpected.

.   .   .

Anyway, here's my photos during cny. I realise i don reli...like to upload photos on my blog. And, i keep alot of things to myself. I oni write my emotions out. But i never wrote what have happened.

my besties =)

weiqi's mum ask...y so little of gals.

LOLs the truth is memang so little of gals in da gang larh. just get used to it =P

and all of us adjust ourselves pretty well in our frens' house. As if it's our own home !

u can c wad kind of pose when v are in da house la...keke...true color of ours.

yet, there is one exception.

We behave pretty well, at least v sit properly when we are in Nelson's house o.

WHY HAR?

and...

i can't heard any of us shouting S*h**. HAHA xD

we have good skin. Don't we?

=P

P/S:: NO PHOTOSHOP-ed AT ALL !

不知道为什么...我听到这首音乐到我想哭。

可能

是因为感触太深了。

心很酸。

issssssssshh.

i'm here again coz i don hav mood to do assigments =.=

nononononnoo. it's not a good sign.

又是一年一度的新年。哈哈。一年一度，多让人怀念的成语。我记得，我每一次都应用’‘一年一度‘’ 在关于运动会的作文。哈哈。

说实在的，这次的新年过的特别累人。从连二十九晚上直到今天我都不够睡 ==

玩太多了。 最近，我变成赌徒了。哈哈哈。 没办法。 peer pressure 导致我现在爱玩nami 的。有一班死爱赌的朋友，在长期耳濡目染的情况下，我不知不觉变得也会赌了 xD

then, i went clubbing during cny. It was my 1st time of goin to club in my life >< abit late than some of my frens. Aiks. Anyway, i realise it's not exactly my type of activity. It's not that i hate it, just dat...it doesn't suit me. I will not go there anymore unless there is special event. It's an expensive activity to me and most important i don find it's worth to spend so much on clubbing. Haiz.  I rather spend more on sth more useful。

IShh. why am i writing in english ady....>< wadeva lar....

Overall, i enjoy my cny and my ang paus. kekekekkke.

i found out a very, very interesting fact. Knew it from my pyschology class.

hehe.

Do u have food that u especially fond of or u reli reli hate it?

i bet everyone's mum has forced them to eat sth that they don like in the line of healthy.No natter how much u hate it, u still have to eat it in order to dodge shoots from mum ><

BUT

if ur mum still force u to eat sth dat u don like, say u r so choosy over food bla bla bla, u can tell her that it's her who had made us don eat it at the very very beginning.

Because, when our mummy was having us in her cosy tummy, what she had eaten will affect the smell of amniotic fluid and eventually, it will affect our food preference whenever we are born. And it's irrevocable once it's decided xD

It's true. haha. Like me. My mum used to eat alot of tauhu when she was having me in her tummy. So, in fact, tauhu is my favorite food now =)

If u have food that u dislike, ask ur mum did she eat it b4 she'd gave birth to u.

Then, blame it on ur mum, esp those who dislike vege =P  * winkz*

mama u don eat it so i don eat it too. u cant force me to eat sth u don eat too long time ago xD

p/s :: rmb say it with innocent face. kaka.

aiks...i shud b writing my reflective essay...but uncontrollably, im here again >< place dat i use to divert my focus or...excuse to delay my hw....i wanted to write da essay but ...aiyar...ilham belum datang lagi. so lepak awhile at here 1st larh =P

Due to my reflective essay is abt who am I and what's my self concept and self esteem...suddenly i feel like wana jot down what i like here =)

I like ppl call my by my chinese name.

Seriously i do. Nowadays i use my name to categorize my name. Call me by chinese name --> close frens from secondary skul ( n oni they know )...by my english or bm name --> new frens such as college frens...(some don even bother wad my chinese name is...hiah...)

I like ppl to touch my head.

Of coz, restricted to my frens oni. not ppl i hate. not strangers. Y i like it? jz da adore da feeling of it...dat's all..

I like to listen music. more than listen to songs.

I like d song In Another Life. Having empathy towards dat song.

I like potatoes. Any form of potatoes food will do :)

I like anime. I like japanese culture.

I like berries.

I like to talk. But not to everyone.

I like to read. Especially comments on photos. Coz i like to analyse da responses.

I like to Appear Off9.

I like to say " if dunno ar...ma learn it lorh..." to myself. coz i blif there is nth dat i cant do, jz things dat i don wan to do.

I like to hug =)

I like to walk. Da oni exercise dat i will not feel tired. And, it's benefial for my shopping trip *winkz*

I like to go library. Alone. Owaiz alone. Coz i enjoy my freedom there.

I like to a song's lyrics b4 i like da song.

I like to sleep nevertheless.

I like to sms. Way to divert my loneliness at nite.

I like to take photos. though i don owaiz do it.

I like to hang out n cari makan.

I like to say '' i wana gam fei''. wondering when can i stop saying it.

I like to analyse actions n responses toward ppl.

I like to gap zai. bleh =P

I like to shop. Don mind if i shop alone sometime. Jz indulge da moment of it.

I like to wish frens and family happy bdae.

I like my freedom.

I like my hair.

I like my shoez.

I like GREEN color.

I like my life.

I like everything I possess now.

I like you. I wish to say. Yet, hvnt found some1 for me to say it out.

p/s:: lol...don ask me abt my relationship thingy whenever u meet me la...haha...if i happen to hv a crush o bf, i definately will tell u de larh =D      so, i din say anything abt it yet = i don hav aim yet luhh.

新年快点来啊！！！！

我要钱！！！

我要买这件裙！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

因为因为因为我真的真的真的很爱它 ！！！！

最近章子怡风波照真的很红。管他是从亚洲来的， 欧洲，美国，白的，黑的都对针对她的照片议论纷纷。

其实，为什么大多数的人只会针对章子怡而已？ 为什么人们会质疑，批评她的所作所为，却没人对记者的缺乏道德的行为而有所感言，意见呢？ 子怡只不过享受她的日光浴，有什么大不了？ 外国人大多数都是这样开放的阿。为什么同个沙滩，同个日光浴，外国人可以脱得光光却不惹人注意，亚洲人却被挡成挡箭牌，四处被人以锋利的剑刺伤？

读读这网站对于子怡照片的留言。

http://x17online.com/gallery/view_gallery.php?gallery=ZhangZiyi010309_X17&index=1

看到那些种族歧视的外国人真的很让人火大。说什么我们华人，亚洲人喜欢白人，因为他们有钱，有地位，比较美/帅。说我们亚洲人无论如何都改变不了我们的slanted eyes, ulgy noses ==

真的一堆狗话。

管他黑的，白的，人家喜欢和谁来往那是人家的事。他们又有什么资格批评？不管是什么肤色的人，追踪到底也不是人一个。所以，他们又有什么特别？ 上天把我们制造成五颜六色，各种各样的身材，五官，都只是想人们方便辨识对方，也借此告诉我们--〉我们全部都不一样的，都是独特的。没有人可以这样瞧不起其他人的。每个人的能力都不一样，我们又何必瞧不起其他人？ 行行向勾，人人相连。每个人需要每个人而生存的。

阿...又隔很久才写了...

这几天，说忙不是很忙啦。只是很懒散咯....

开学两个星期了，我，又一次后悔相信一些人。真的后悔。以为是朋友，可以相信。怎知道，更糟糕，想骂不能，不敢骂。毕竟，我还是不想失去朋友。 叹气....没关系。我忍。 人无完美。也许，他们也是以这样的心态和我保持朋友关系。我，又有什么资格去批评呢？

昨天，哈哈，和sheena 参加一个绿油油的活动。哈哈。全场人都穿得很青 =）  我的 favourite color *\^ ^/*

照片？ 哈哈。等 sheena send 给我先，然后我一定会放在这里。 promise。 节目内容包括一些fashion shows， 化妆demo, 做寿司比赛...顺便一提，我和sheena 参加做寿司比赛...结果我们好像输得很惨 ><'''

可是，整个活动的highlight 是那个司仪很帅！帅！帅！帅！帅！帅！！！

雪莉，你没有去到真的塞赛 ！！真的很帅的...很像韩国明星李准基哦！！！很mannnn 哦！！！ ( 哎呀。子欣开始发花颠了=P ) 看着他，好像在看李准基那样。hoho xD

待会儿晚上会参加小学聚会。

蛮期待的。希望很多旧同学会出席啦....

我啊...在异族，特别是黑的，很有市场 ==

不用吹水，放电，自然会有黑人跟我搭讪。

譬如今天啦...当我搭火车时，无端端一个黑人走过来和我说 :" hey beautiful gal. u r so cute.''

我的反应？我回眸一笑， thank you 一声，然后带上我的iPod， 装作听不到他接下来的对话，过后丕 ！！！

我真的真的真的真的对黑人毫无兴趣！！！！！

拜托...我要白的！ 白的！ 不是黑的！

i wish i can bottle up my charms towards blacks and sell it off to all single ladies who don mind to have blacks as lover larh !!

i believe dat, i can earn alot, if i can bottle my charms up.

YEAAh ~

start my 3rd sem tmr <3

i think i can enjoy 3rd sem...coz finally i study da subject dat i like n interested in...

hehe. * im thrilled ^^ *

and, it's my last sem as foundation student.

i wanna utilise the remaining time as HMC student. yea. no regrets.

only sweet memories will do =)

i wana make 19-year-old year the sweetest year in my life so far !

time reli pass like no body business.

i'm scared. am worried of the future.

but, i will keep on moving. with all the guts i have.

我：“妈， 我读心理学。过后做工，过后读 master 过后当临床心里师，好吗？”

妈：“ 你以后天天面对痴先的人，会不会变得更颠，更痴先?"

=.=|||

她是不是讲我现在已够疯狂了？