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i am never a Miley's fan but i love this song of her loads.

Love the lyrics especially. Just finds it's meaningful and encouraging =)

The Climb

Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Ishhh. Each of my thighs got >10 red spots now

all these are mosquitoes' bites

all the bites on my thighs are not residing though it had have been there for days.

HOW?

WHAT CAN I DO ???? itchy lar ;(

damn da mosquitoes.

.   .   .

Jz started my degree course last week.

aww yea i m so into psychology now =)

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and and and, celebrated my 19th bdae last week toooooo.

it was a B.L.A.S.T !!!

thanks to my buddiesssss for it. i was truly happy for it.

will update more on ittttttt soooooooon. haha.

datz y i m so scared of moving on, of losing u now.

.   .   .

now ar...

belanja u minum Miso soup 1st larh. haha coz im so tired now. not in da mood to write out anything...

  i think i nid a blog dat just write about FOOD xD

well, this is Schokalart !!

p/s:: PTEEEEEEE this is da restaurant that i kept telling u abt CHOZZZZZ heaven ! hehhe =)

it's located at Solaris SohoKL... just opposite Tenji, the japanese buffet.

The decorations inside are so simple but prettieeeeeeee. It gives a kind of...soothing feeling. Very comfortable to be there.

it serves ChOZ FOndue

Look at thoes CHOZ. OMG. It was darn YUMMY.

At the moment, just eat all you can. 4gt abt da calories n fats =PpPpP

Fondue vf lots of strawberry, banana screwwws xD

every bite of them gives us happiness.

hugga mugga

one of the hot drinks there. It a choz vf earl grey tea and lavender....plus a lil marsmallow.

Drink it and u will be happy. Haha.

Soul mate

Itz a choz blended vf peanut butter ..let picture speaks those words. LOLx. Oni the picture itself make me drooling now n feel like goin to try it AGAIN !!!

Chocolate marinated Satay =]

LOOK AT MY HAAAAND at behind. haha...i had been controlling myself not to eat it b4 vicky took a picture on it !!

it was so torturing for me though da whole process took less than a min =(

bor bian. The food seem too nice and of coz it tasted effing nice tooo

i like the man-tao especially. So soft and it tasted very nice vf the peanut sauceeee.

Indeed, choz can make a person happy. Eating it reli helps to release stressss.

Peeps, stop by it while u can. Relax urself b4 u moving on towards your goals of your life x]

no worries, be happy.

蓝空，沙滩，我们

就这样，过了无忧无虑的3天。

哈哈哈。为了拍这一张照片，我一直叫他们跳啊！跳啊！跳啊！ 哈哈

我爱鱼。鱼爱我。

因为我们给它们很多面包。

说实在的，热浪岛已无当年的漂亮了..珊瑚死了很多，鱼儿也少了很多。

海洋，深深的被污染了。

很喜欢这样的阳光。

温暖却不刺眼。

晚上无所事事。

所以就玩起相机来了。

ptee 买给我们的Mico .

一面含糖果，一面沾巧克力粉；

童年回忆也一面一面地被沾回来..

啊。我又去热浪岛。妈妈说这次会是她最后一次给钱我去热浪岛...

在下次一去会是至少15年后...我带我的孩子去了。LOLx !

Ahh. i was back from Pulau Redang yesterday.

ermm...guess i will upload some photos and talk about it more once i get back my memory card =)

it was a blast. so to speak.

To be honest, i didnt enjoy as much as i expect i will. It's not that is not fun...it's just that it is not fun enuff for me. i nida sth more exiciting, wilder to make myself get high. Plus, it was my 3rd time on a trip to Pulau Redang...so i am sorta know wadz da activities there, which snorkelling spots that we were heading to...so, it is no longer a surprise to me.

Aww well. i did have some improvement thou. For the 1st time, i snorkelled without the help of pelampung or da divers there...lol...no longer fear of the water or dunno how to swim. Since i have life jacket, so i just put all my trusts on it, and brace myself for the snorkelling.

On the way back to KL...deng wyatt who called ptee abt da release of result == !! This news made all of us almost got mad in the bus. Well, mayb not all of us, it's MEEEEE. i was nervous back then. Damn nervous...extremely worried about my Malaysian studies...yet...none of us know about our Malaysian studies grade yet...DANG !! Hopefully i didnt fail that shitty paper.

Well, about my results...it actually is very good. But...i don't reli feel happy for it.

Coz no matter how good i can get for my results, there choices i have are still the same. Better results only make me struggle more, struggle more n more just to get more unrealistic choices for myself... ...

i hate this kind of feeling which make me so vulnerable.

Ahh. i am tarnised by myself right now.

don wanna give uppp.Wanna the best for myself...

HEEYYY PEEEPSS !!

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p/s:: LOLx. i m not advertisng Hotlink lar...haha...jz wanna share the GREAT news (>.^)/

Aiks. I wanna post da video of Susan Boyle here.

Yet, dunno y it is unabled by request >< !!

Guess she is tooo famous now.

Definately do not need a free adverstisement to promote her here =X

Nvm. I put her photo here so dat u guys know who am i talking about .hehe.

Yay. itz SUSAN BOYLE. and she is wad we called TALENT.

shaddup about her out-looking or her age. Singing does not need all these to make the voice outstanding.

Because you use your ears to listen, not your eyes.

Anyway, u can link to here :: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBTVdnWj1hM

She has a voice that everyone dreams of.

It's so angelic and soothing that it ables to touch the very bottom of your heart (^o^)/

and LOOK at the judges' expressions. What a paradox change they can have.

Especially Simon Cowell's. Hahha enjoy seeing him change from a scornful face to a stunnning one =D

Frankly speaking, i enjoy shows like these.

These singers do not need fabulous outlooks, think makeup.

All they need to do is just sing, sing with the voice, sing with their very hearts.

And this is what i cannot see, cannot get from Malaysia's kiddy shows.

No offence thou. Compared to all the talents that we can see from overseas, Malaysia's is too immature.

啊 ！ 我很想做工阿...

可是，假期不长不短，逢周末不得空，所以没有适合的工作 =（

我已经放假几天了

刚开始3天，天天无忧无虑，只看动画。至今，已看完了3 套了...

刚开始天天看动画是享受。

这几天，觉得是折磨了 T.T

我不喜欢一直对着电脑。

我有手，有脚，有脑，有健康的身体，

总觉得不好好的做工或上课的话，真的很浪费我自己 =（

也对不起天地良心 >< !

况且，我觉得能做工是很幸福的事。

因为有工作，好过没工作。

天天在家无所事事都无济于事。

钱有出，没进。叹气。

不喜欢做个蛀米虫 ；（

我的部落格

所记载的多数我的感想，我的感受。

读了，可能会知道当时我在想些什么，可是，你绝对不会事情的来龙去脉，更加不会知道我发生了什么事。

因为

我的部落格不是我的日记。我不喜欢写下我今天做了些什么。我也不需要写； 因为该记得的，我要记得的，我都会一一牢记在我的心。

我不需要一个部落格提醒我自己做了些什么， 更加不需要向全世界报告我做了些什么。

我写博文，因为我在思考，反省，整理自己的思绪。

或者，发现了新奇的东西，想和大家分享而已。

就这么简单。

终于

我完成了基础班。

现在似断了线的风筝，充满自由，但也充满迷惑。

眼前出现了不同的去向；

不知道我所选的去向是对是错。

也不只到最终自己会到了哪儿。

.   .   .

很讨厌成长。

当还是个孩子的时候，我们只需在作决定的时候负责任。

现在，已彻彻底底是个成人，必须对自己已作的决定负责任。

某一天的下午，在个很偶然的机会下，我在电视认识了阿桑这个歌手。

因为一首《寂寞在唱歌〉〉，我开始留意她。

说实在的，我很喜欢她的嗓子。

她不需要华丽的配乐，装作的情绪而演绎一首很悲伤的歌。

听了她那带有忧郁的歌声终是让人的情绪跌入低潮。

因为《叶子》这一曲，让她走红了。

她的沧桑的歌喉真的打动了很多人。

很可惜的是，她已故了。在今天的早晨8点半左右，因罹患末期乳癌而病逝了。享年仅仅34岁。

当我从收音机知道这个消息的时候，我是多么的...惊讶。

我，再也没有机会听她的新歌了。

阿桑，希望你一路走好，不再是一个人寂寞唱歌，再也不是一个人孤单狂欢了。

并且，我也更清楚地病魔的威力。

那防不胜防的威力让我觉得多么软弱。

看看她，很清纯horh????

废话。是相当清纯！！

她真的美到极点。无语形容般的美。

真的让人小鹿在心乱乱蹦！

无论是专辑还是随意的照片，她就是那么美。

不管是男是女，都不知不觉被她那么迷人的，甜美的笑容被深深地吸引着。

她是谁？

treechada maryanporn 是她的名字。

小名是 Poy.

她是来自泰国的模特儿。

是名人妖 ><

天啊。你为什么把男生打造成这么动人漂亮 T.T

漂亮到让我心碎到 nano pico 般小 =（

我无排斥，鄙视他们的意思。

只是，欣赏他们的美丽。

钦佩他们的勇气。

感叹林志玲时代的过去。

p/s:: hey josh. if u r reading this n wondering who is da freaking HOT gal,well, her name is Poy and she is Thailand's......ah gua =P

我要报考普通话水平测试。 谁要和我一起考？没有的话，我依然会单枪匹马，勇望向前，考这张文凭的。

可是，

来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦。来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦来啦。来啦。来啦。 来啦。 来啦 一起考啦 。人多好玩很多 =P 而且，也没那么紧张嘛 ><

为什么我想考这张文凭？

首先，身为已学习华语至少10年的华人弟子，我想知道我的普通话的水平。不管是好是差，我想知道我的水准到达什么阶段。

况且，当我毕业后，我很大可能性是从事服务业。所以，我觉得这张文凭对我，和我的履历表有帮助。不但如此，它是一张本地和外国兼承认的国际文凭。所以呢，假如我考到很好的等级，我会有很大，很大，很大的成就感

详细可参考此网页 =）

原先我是打算报考5月的测试日期。可是，现在8月也有得考。所以呢， 我想我会报考8 月的。 因为，在那个月，我正在放假。那样的话，我可以专心的专注考这张文凭。

ughhhh. lots of random thoughts are in my mind now.

Today

finally finished my very last presentation for my foundation course.

It's the economics presentation.

i think my group's presentation was quite different from others' as in....our content did not focus on the fiscal policy n monetary policy as they did....err...in another words, we took a risky way to answer the given Q. hope it's fine enuf to score larh =)

AND I SAW STHG THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE SEEN THROUGHOUT MY LIFE !

Then....PDP came into my mind out of sudden.

It was a great relief for me once it was done.

It was a not so bad presentation afterall...thanks to all my groupmates for their co-operations =)

yet, i somehow i don't da group is functional as i see no interaction among the groupmates.

Everyone is doing her own parts. When there are Qs, they only come to me...im not boasting that i am the leader of the group...

it's just dat...i hope they can ask each other questions, consultations and advices instead of everything has to go thru me. Honestly speaking, I would love to see they interact of each others =\ But, i can't blame them for it. Partly, it was my fault for not being a leader that can lit up the group's enthusiams.

AND YES. i felt damn stressful b4 the presentation. Firstly bcoz i'm da leading one. Secondly, we did a lot of last min works and we had no rehearsal b4 the presentation.... alot of worrisomes, doubts were turning my body n mind upside down b4 the presentation..... i reli hate to be a leader, to be honest..... it's very tedious for me =( and it's so...burdening. But, all these are not supposed to be the excuses that i use to allow myself to be so slacking...no. Gotta be better. To brace myself for what's coming upnext in my life...

OH YEA. i feel like dressing up like a punk/ goth one day *grin*

anyone wanna accompany me ? anyway, deep inside my heart,  i adi know who will be with me for dat =) hehe.

btw, i have been playing badminton for past 2 weeks. haha. i definately not a competent badminton player...as i am so lazy to move myself to catch all the shots :P 

Gonna change ds attitude soon. Coz it seriously brings no good to me but more deposited fats in my body due to my laziness ><

.....it's so tired of being the permaisure in my econs' class...thanks to my lecturer, every1 in my econs class know me. this has against my low profile life....>< !! bsides, classmates consult me whenever they hav problems in econs n their presentations... well. thanks them for looking so up on me. i am so honoured =] and glad dat i can offer my helps. Just, sometimes, i m worried i will giv them the wrong info.............i'm scared. honestly. i'm scared of it.

that's all for 2day....nitex peeps !!